Was I In A Cult?
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Hosted by Tyler Measom and Liz Iacuzzi, Was I In A Cult? is a documentary-style podcast showcasing individuals who have been in, and most importantly, successfully left a cult. Told first-hand by the experiencer themself, these are raw, riveting and inspirational tales of what it means to be a survivor. Using levity and info-tainment, the show humanizes the cultic experience and may leave some of our listeners asking themselves…“Wait…Was I In A Cult?” If you or someone you know has been in a cult and want to share your story, contact us at info@wasiinacult.com. We'd love to hear...
A Cult of One: "The Professor Will See You Now"
There was no commune. No matching robes or group chants. A charismatic leader? Yes. But no room full of followers. This is a story about a cult of one — a lesser-known, yet perhaps more common, type of cult.
When Alex first met her college advisor, she thought she’d found a mentor—someone brilliant, charismatic, and seemingly invested in her success. But behind the charm lay something much darker. Slowly, methodically, he pushed boundaries under the guise of guidance and concern—first emotiona
A TikTok Astrology Cult: “Mystic Manipulation”
What happens when your dreams of becoming a therapist are unexpectedly dashed and a TIkTok astrologer promises to solve all your problems? Meet Taylor Marie, who found herself in an online cult that claimed to have "the only astrology system that works." Led by a charismatic married couple, this group charged outrageous prices for "life-altering" astrology readings, promised entrepreneurial and personal success, and preached that all other astrologers were frauds.
Taylor’s story is a caut
Evangelical Dragon Ball Z Doomsday Cult: “I’ll Take Space Dragons for 500, Please”
When the pandemic hit, Aaron found himself isolated and searching for community. So when he discovered an online occult group, he thought he’d finally found his spiritual people. What he didn’t expect? Signing an NDA, pledging allegiance to a self-proclaimed “Master,” and being told he was destined for an apocalyptic battle… alongside seven ancient space dragons.
At first, the group felt like a place of deep discussion, curiosity, and meaning. But as the leader’s grip tightened, so did the deman
A New-Age Hypnotherapy Cult PT2: “Hypno-Con-Artist”
In Part 2 of her jaw-dropping story, actress and writer Danielle Nicolet continues to unpack her harrowing experience in a cult disguised as a new-age hypnotherapy practice—led by a woman who shattered families, implanted false memories, and turned lives upside down.
Danielle’s journey resumes as she’s sent back to Ohio to live with her father, forced to leave behind friends, gymnastics, and the group she had come to see as family. But instead of healing, the damage only deepens. Alienated from
A New-Age Hypnotherapy Cult PT 1: “Split personalities, Split Families”
You may know Danielle Nicolet as Cecile Horton on the CW’s “The Flash,” but long before Hollywood, her life was far from scripted. At just ten years old, Danielle’s world was turned upside down when her mother fell under the influence of Judith—a therapist turned guru turned cult leader. Judith used hypnosis to “recover” memories, shattering families and exploiting Orange County housewives by diagnosing them with multiple personality disorder for her own gain.
But Judith’s influence didn’t stop
A Pagan Cult?: “Witch, please!”
In today’s spellbinding episode, Melissa, a self-proclaimed millennial misfit, shares her journey into a Wiccan coven that took a hard left towards culty. Melissa’s tale brews up all the ingredients for a wild cauldron of a story: witchy retreats, trance magic, Norse gods, and even perfume-making. What began as a quest for spiritual identity one day led her down a winding path of manipulation, dashed promises and blind devotion. She follow the yellow brick road, only to discover that the Great a
Santa is My Cult Leader: “He Sees Everything”
Today we’re joined by Finrod Jellybottoms, a chosen elf who escaped Santa’s magical workshop. Beneath the candy-striped facade lies a grueling cultic system of manipulation, free labor, and fear-based loyalty. Finrod shares his harrowing journey from a hopeful young elf in Frost Hollow to years of exploitation under Santa’s rule, uncovering the dark truths behind the “joy” of Christmas and the infamous Elf on a Shelf. We are glad Finrod got out and is able to remind us about the true meaning of
Zendik Farm PT2: “Embracing the Death Culture”
In the gripping conclusion to Jeanne Nolan's story, the idyllic facade of Zendik Farm finally shatters. Beneath its promises of revolution and a self-sustaining community lies a darker reality: broken families and devastating power plays. Jeanne recounts her heart-wrenching separation from her baby, the unraveling of relationships under the commune’s twisted rules, and her ultimate escape after 17 long years. Through painful truths and a hard-won sense of clarity, Jeanne forges a new life outsid
Zendik Farm PT1: “Stop Bitching, Start a Revolution”
What happens when an idealistic teen swaps suburban comforts for a “revolutionary” arts cooperative promising harmony with the Earth, free love, and organic farming? Jeanne Nolan thought she’d found utopia at Zendik Farm—a bohemian paradise where creativity and sustainability reigned supreme. But behind the lush gardens and groovy slogans lurked manipulation, sexual politics, and a strict hierarchy led by two enigmatic leaders. In part one of this captivating two-parter, Jeanne reveals her journ
The BDSM Kink Scene PT2: “My Kink is Not Your Kink”
CONTENT WARNING: This episode discusses sensitive and potentially triggering topics around sex and sexual dynamics.
Amelia returns to share the conclusion of her story, exposing the hidden dangers she encountered within the BDSM kink scene in the UK. While this subculture promised sexual liberation and empowerment, Amelia reveals how it often justified harmful dynamics and enabled exploitation.
In this episode, Amelia reveals the unsettling realities of concepts like ‘dark age play’ and ‘conse
The BDSM Kink Scene PT1: “Don’t Yuck My Yum”
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Content Warning: This episode discusses sex and adult themes.
Amelia King spent over a decade immersed in the UK’s BDSM scene, an underground world of role play, power dynamics, and boundaries—both pushed and broken. In this candid conversation, Amelia sheds light on how what began as playful exploration became a subculture steeped in manipulation, exploitation, and troubl
BONUS: Bethany Joy Lenz on “The Big House Family”
In this special bonus episode, Liz sits down with actress, writer, and singer Joy Lenz (One Tree Hill) to discuss her harrowing and deeply personal journey through a Christian cult called “The Big House Family.” Having recently published her New York Times bestselling memoir, Dinner for Vampires, Joy opens up about how the group’s leader preyed on her longing for deep connection, manipulated her emotions and exerted financial control— eventually isolating her from her family and friends. From ye
Dollar Bill’s Cult: “My Father Stole My Wife”
In this heart-wrenching continuation of Emily Maldonado’s story, we delve into the life of her brother, Drew Matthews. Drew grew up under the domineering influence of his father, “Dollar Bill” Matthews, a pastor whose self-interest knew no bounds. From childhood indoctrination to traumatic "exorcisms" and endless demands for loyalty, Drew was constantly searching for the love and acceptance his father never offered.
This episode unravels a tale of betrayal on every level—Drew’s own father not o
Solid Rock Church: “My Dad, the Cult Leader”
What happens when your father becomes your pastor and eventually your cult leader? In this episode, Emily Maldonado shares the raw truth about growing up in a cult led by her own dad. From staged exorcisms to discovering that love and freedom could only come by breaking every rule, Emily’s story is heartbreaking and inspiring. With gripping honesty, she unpacks the jaw-dropping moment she knew she had no choice but to leave… and for Emily, leaving meant losing her entire family. With humor and p
QAnon: “Control + Alt + Delulu”
Ashley takes us inside the twisted world of QAnon—an online cult that spread like wildfire during the pandemic, offering false hope through dangerous conspiracies to those seeking community, connection and autonomy in an unraveling world. Ashley reveals how fear tactics and manipulation lured her into a space where JFK Jr. was alive, Tom Hanks was an international trafficker, and every catastrophe was proof of an elite plot.
From Instagram rabbit holes to FOIA requests about hot dogs at the Whi
Falun Gong P2: “Falun Gone… For Good”
In Part 2 of Angela's story, the realities of Falun Gong’s grip on her family deepen. Angela reflects on the emotional toll of a cult that prioritized spiritual salvation over physical health—even as her mother’s condition worsens. But escaping isn’t easy when your family remains deep in the cult’s ideologies… Angela’s journey out of this cult is filled with heartbreaking revelations and the resilience that defines a true “surthirver.”
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Falun Gong P1: “Karma Claus... He’s Always Watching"
When her mother fell sick, young Angela had no idea that she would spend her childhood growing up in a dangerous cult. Falun Gong, a Chinese spiritual movement-slash-religion-slash-cult, known for its Shen Yun dancers and its ties to 'The Epoch Times’ entangled her family in its facade of meditation and enlightenment. In this two-part episode, Angela recounts her experience in a world where karma is not just a bitch, but a force that can dictate life and death… with suffering seen as path to sal
Women Only Secret Society (NXIVM) PT1: “The Magic Sauce” (UPDATE)
**NOTE: This episode originally aired in 2021**
When the LA party scene didn't fit Jessica's lifestyle anymore, she replaced martinis and after-hour clubs with green juices and tonic bars. But the reemergence of a childhood trauma forced her to examine her inner self. One day, a friend told her about a class that could improve her life even more. That class turned out to be part of a larger entity. A self-empowerment company that purported to help you become the master of your own life. A littl
Australian Vegan Cult: “Lambs on the Lam”
In this week’s episode, Hannah takes us from her Jehovah’s Witness upbringing to a wild journey through the world of an extreme vegan cult. What started as a passion for animal welfare escalated into living on a full fledged animal sanctuary, becoming the hub for Vegan’s of Geelong, and spiraling into breaking and entering in the name of “liberation.” Fueled by conspiracies and paranoia, Hannah’s new “family” pushed the boundaries of activism. With candor and lightheartedness, Hannah shares how
The Two-by-Twos: “Be Sad and Die”
Today’s guest, Meagan, host of the "Trust Me" podcast, shares her journey growing up in the secretive Christian cult known as the Two-by-Twos. From a childhood dictated by oppressive rules that governed her every move, she reveals how this “hidden” religion shaped her life. With wit and raw honesty, Meagan recounts the manipulation and isolation she endured, and how she finally found the strength to break free.
And shortly after, when the cult’s darkest truths finally surfaced for all the world
A Theater Group: “Lights… Camera… Cult!”
They say when you dream, dream big. And teenage Alex did just that. With an accent to die fahhh, this East Bostonian shares his story of joining an acting class with the promise of stardom, only to eventually realize, he was in a manipulative cult. Under the influence of a charismatic coach, Alex and his fellow students were pushed to the brink—endless rehearsals, emotional abuse, and mind games that blurred the line between ambition and exploitation. Alex exposes the dangerous allure of fame w
The Wolf of Wall Street: “A Cult of One”
Dr. Nadine Macaluso joins us today to discuss our first of its kind on this show… a cult of one. Who exactly was her cult leader? None other than “The Wolf of Wall Street,” her ex-husband, Jordan Belfort. In the movie adaptation of Jordan’s book, “The Wolf of Wall Street,” Dr. Nadine was portrayed by Margot Robbie and had no say in how her life was portrayed. Well, today Dr. Nadine is here to share the truth behind her picture perfect life. On the outside she had beauty, wealth, the doting husb
TITLE: The Mel Lyman Family PT1: “People Get Ready” (UPDATE)
**NOTE: This episode originally ran in 2021**
As an actor and writer, Guinevere Turner understands more than most, that some stories just can't be contrived. Because sometimes life is far stranger than fiction. As is the case with Guinevere's upbringing. Not your typical getting out story, it would take years for Guinevere to understand that, no, she didn't grow up on a hippie commune in the 1970s and 80s... she grew up in a cult.
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LISTEN NOW: “Nobody Should Believe Me”
Today, we're excited to bring you a special episode from our friend Andrea Dunlop of the “Nobody Should Believe Me” podcast.Last week, Andrea joined us to share her personal story about how Munchausen by Proxy tore her family apart, and the response was overwhelming. We know many of you were left with questions and a desire to dive deeper into this rare and troubling condition. That’s why we wanted to share Andrea’s own podcast, where she explores these themes in greater depth and answers the qu
Munchausen by Proxy: “My Sister the Perpetrator”
When your sister, whom you love, fabricates a pregnancy with twins, it’s alarming. But when you eventually come to discover that your sister is the culprit of Munchausen by Proxy, life as you know it will never be the same.
Today, Andrea Dunlop, a novelist and podcaster of the successful podcast, “Nobody Should Believe Me” joins us to share her personal experience with her sister’s Munchausen by Proxy abuse and delves into her family background and where it all began. Fabricated illnesses and s
Maum Meditation “Cleanse Mind (aka) Brain Wash”
Today, Diamond King shares her poignant journey of being ensnared by a meditation cult known as MAUM Meditation. Promising enlightenment, the group diverted her from personal goals and desires, ultimately causing her to completely disassociate from reality. Through the unwavering support of a loved one and diligent personal research, Diamond uncovered the cult's financial and spiritual abuse and manipulation, empowering her to break free. Now a thriving teacher, she travels the world, spreading
Millionaire’s Club: “The World Was Gonna Open Up” (UPDATE)
**NOTE: This episode originally ran in 2022**
CONTENT WARNING: This episode discusses sexual assault.
Arianna was a recent college graduate with dreams of one day opening her own marketing company. So when a LinkedIn opportunity for a social media marketing assistant fell into her lap, it felt too good to be true. Soon, she would be brushing shoulders with millionaires, in hopes that some of their mojo would rub off. After all, she had big plans for her future and a self-made father to prove h
Bikram Yoga: “Smells Like Wet Carpet”
After finding her passion in Bikram Yoga while in her 20s, Jennifer Boeder aspires to become a Bikram teacher and plops down $5000 to sign up for the two-month teacher training.
But after only a few days of being trapped in a smelly, windowless warehouse and getting yelled at by sycophantic trainers, she starts to see the truth. Turns out the "great and powerful guru," Bikram Choudhury, is less great and powerful, and more toxic and tyrannical. From the degrading remarks to the unbearabl
My Dad’s A Cult Leader: “The Failed Love Movement"
A couple weeks ago we published an episode featuring Ashleigh Teeter, who was ostracized from her family because of her cult leader father. Today we feature her youngest brother's story of growing up in that house long after Ashleigh was gone. 14 years her junior, Mattie was just a young boy when her sister was deemed demonic by his father. And for almost 25 years the siblings never spoke to each other. Today we welcome Mattie to share his heartbreaking story… a boy who was never allowed to talk
MLM LuLaRoe: “What’s Your Why?” (UPDATE)
**NOTE: This episode originally ran in 2022**
She's a hustler, baby. And she just wants you to know. Roberta Blevins was taught to be a self-starter. Inspired by her self-made father, she knew that if you put your mind to it, anything can happen. And it's true. Anything can happen. But that's the problem with anything. Anything sometimes includes MLM's. Multi-level marketing (schemes). This is a story of a dynamite go-getter and how she crawled her way into a box of fart leggings and eventually.
A Cult Divided: “Running to Freedom"
Today's episode dives into the extraordinary story of Ashleigh Teeter, who grew up in the World Wide Church of God... a cult in its own right. But when the church splits due to a new leader’s ideas, Ashleigh’s world gets turned upside down. She witnesses her own father become a cult leader, and then get ostracized from her nuclear family for almost 25 years. Why? Listen to find out.
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Ashleigh hosts her own podcast about her upbringing. It’s called “The Cult Next Door” and is available wh
US Air Force: “Not Just a Pretty Face, Sir.”
WARNING: This episode discuss sexual assault.
A girl with a dream, Amanda was recruited from high school into what she thought would be the path to fulfilling that dream. But a superior's abuse of power forced her life in a different direction. This is a powerful and important story shared from an often underrepresented perspective: a woman in the US military. Told with grace, strength, humility, and humor, it is an absolute pleasure providing Amanda with a platform to let her story be known.&n
S-Factor Pole Dancing - PT2: “Emotional Roadkill”
Welcome to PART 2 of Jessica Hopper’s journey into and out of a pole dancing cult. This episode takes us to the peak of the cult, including protégés, unpaid labor, surreal bookclubs, emotional breakdowns, and coercion retreats. The leader, Sheila, is quite “pole"-arizing, to say the least. Jessica’s breaking point, comes at an unexpected but important time in history, and leads to her eventually breaking free. A wonderfully articulate soul who shares her story with a no-holds-bar type of attitud
S-Factor - PT1: “Pole Dancing to Solve the Patriarchy”
Meet the very funny and very bold Jessica Hopper, as she dives into her bizarre and unexpected journey into a pole dancing cult. Yes, a pole dancing cult at a studio called S-Factor in Los Angeles, CA. What began as a fun pole dancing class turned into an intense, all-consuming experience. Jessica shares her story of quitting her job, enduring rigorous and costly training, and grappling with the beginnings of the cult-like culture within S-Factor. With humor and honesty, Jessica reveals the high
An Islamic Sect: “Stolen Innocence”
WARNING: This episode contains graphic discussions of abuse and self-harm.
Raised by a single mother in the Muslim community, Samir Ahmed was sent to a Tablighi Jamaat-focused madrasa at age 11, a religious boarding school for boys under 15. With good intentions and pressure from the community, his mother hoped this would keep her son away from drugs and knocking up girls. What transpires is one of the most harrowing stories we have ever featured on this show. But as Samir recounts his tr
John Frum Movement: “GI Joe, The American… God?”
Today we pay homage to Memorial Day by uncovering the bizarre and captivating tale of the John Frum Movement. Yes, that’s ‘from’ with a ‘u’, homies.
We dive into the South Pacific volcanic island of Tanna, where WWII soldiers inspired a cult devoted to a mystical American GI promising endless cargo. Yup, infinite Spam. Think of it as Amazon Prime meets religious zeal. Join Tyler & Liz as they explore this fascinating slice of history, filled with bamboo runways, makeshift military dril
Ballet 58: “Pray, then plié!”
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"A ballet cult?” We asked the same thing. But today’s brave guest, Summer Smith, shares what happens when the world of pliés and pirouettes meets dogmatic devotion. Raised in a strict religious family and molded by the intense world of competitive ballet, Summer's journey takes a surprising twist when she joins Ballet 58, a seemingly innocuous Christian ballet company in Chicago. Soon devotions blend with dance routines, and artistic discipline intertwines with cult-like contro
UCKG: “ Taking down a Billionaire Megachurch Cult”
Meet Rachael Reign, a tenacious activist battling to dismantle a billionaire megachurch cult. The cult that once owned her life. From her innocent introduction to the Universal Church of the Kingdom of God (UCKG) in South London as a 13-year-old girl, to devastating financial coercion and insidious practices, including exorcisms and grooming to become a pastor’s wife, Rachael's journey is one of transformation from victim to advocate. Through her story, she exposes the cult’s billionaire leader,
Teen Challenge: “444 Days Without Love”
Our youngest guest to-date, Aliya Kasabian recounts her chilling involuntary initiation into the Boise Girls Academy, an institution that masquerades as a haven for troubled teens. From controlling communication with families to enforced silence and the denial of basic necessities like tampons, Aliya’s story exposes the depths of manipulation and coercion wielded by the program’s directors. But resistance only extends your time at this prison-like “healing facility.” So, eventually, Aliya discov
Zendik Farm: “Mating in Captivity” (UPDATE)
**NOTE: This episode originally ran in 2023** **NEW EP DROP NEXT WEEK MONDAY MAY 6TH**
Imagine having to ask a group of eco-farmers for permission to have sex. And when granted permission, your options of consummation include… the back of a van or the loft of a goat barn. Well that's what happened when Helen Zuman, a spelling bee whiz looking to explore her interest in eco-farming, visited Zendik Farm in North Carolina shortly after graduating from Harvard. A two-week experience turned into yea
Psychic Scientology: “Clearing the BS”
Ever heard of a Scientology-laced organization for spiritual growth? Neither had we, until we sat down with Kim Peirano. Today, Kim recounts her bizarre experience with the Foundation for Spiritual Development (FSD). From hypnotic meditations to chilling encounters with supposed extraterrestrial beings, Kim's account unveils the disturbing truth behind the FSD's facade of spiritual growth. And as she progresses through the levels, Kim finds herself trapped in a web of manipulation, fear and coer
Tyler’s Story Part 2: “Man On a Mission”
Today is the final part of your fearless co-host, Tyler Measom's, story of being raised a Mormon, and finding the strength to finally say goodbye to the underwear. Now an acclaimed filmmaker and podcaster, much of Tyler’s work is inspired by the shadows of his past. He would go on and on, but Liz is telling him to wrap it up. So, enjoy the episode. And if you haven’t listened to PART 1 yet, do so first. Thanks again, Tyler, for your candor and insight.
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Tyler’s Story - Part 1: “Mormon Mission to… Not France”
Tyler Measom, your fearless co-host, stopped by the studio in his magic underwear to chat with Liz about his cultic upbringing as a good (clean) Mormon Boy in Pleasant Grove, Utah. It’s everything you could hope for and less… or more… more or less.
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The Cult Guru: “How to Save The World w/ Dr. Steven Hassan”
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A former Moonie, Dr. Hassan has spent the last 45 years helping thousands break free from cults and cult-like environments. He is is America's leading cult expert and the author of several groundbreaking books that have become invalu
Married to the Cult Leader: “Symbol of The Whore"
Christina takes us on a harrowing journey trapped in a cult led by (none other than) her husband, who claimed to be the reincarnation of Christ. Of course when they first met, he was a rebel who stole cars and did drugs, but we digress. From manipulation to isolation and justified adultery through 'God’s will,' Christina's story is a rollercoaster of control and resilience. As she faces threats to her family and identity, Christina bravely shares her experiences with humor and hope, showing us t
Mormonism w/ Tal Bachman: “He’s So Hiiiiigh… On Doctrine"
In the electrifying world of rock ’n roll, Canadian Tal Bachman, son of legendary Randy Bachman from Bachman Turner Overdrive, seemed destined for stardom. Yet, his path was anything but straightforward. For Tal, it was a constant dance between the chords of fame and the doctrines of his devout Mormon upbringing. And as the spotlight beckoned, Tal found himself at a crossroads, as the requirements for stardom clashed with rules of his religion. What led him to step away from the stage? And once
Gloriavale: “Gloria Fail"
Jason Christian was born into Gloriavale — a self-proclaimed utopic Christian community of more than 500 people on the West Coast of New Zealand’s South Island. His grandfather, Hopeful Christian, was the leader. Shut out from the outside world and forced to work on the farm at the age of six, Jason was primed to live a life without actual freedom, as this group of true believers was all he knew. But when it was time for him to marry a woman in the community that was chosen for him, Jason made a
Sufism - Part 2: “Freedom at 23”
This is Part 2 of Sara Tasneem’s heroic story. If you haven’t listened to Part 1, please start there. This episode reveals Sara’s immense strength, her re-brith, her new found freedom. But after years of imprisionment, the real world isn’t always an easy road… especially when you have mouths to feed.
Thank you Sara. You’re an inspiration. Want to help end child marriage? You can! Get involved. It will take us all to finally end child marriages for good. Here are some helpful links to get you st
Sufism - Part 1: “Forced at 15”
Sara Tasneem's journey began in Boulder, Colorado, where she was born into the Islamic faith. However, at the age of five, her parents divorced, causing her faith to split as well. Her mother distanced herself from the religion, while her father delved deeper, immersing himself in a Sufi group that would soon dominate Sara's existence.
Then, at the age of 15, Sara's life took an unexpected turn when her father brought her to a conference led by the group's sheikh in Los Angeles, California. Lit
Multi-Level Manipulator (MLM): “Hey, Hun! Hey, Girl! Hey, sis!”
Emily Lynn Paulson was a busy, ass-kicking mom to five children when she realized something was missing. Wanting to find a way to enter the workforce again, she met up with an old friend one night who introduced her to some products. Products her friend was selling. Products that Emily could sell too. She could work her own hours, be her own boss, and still spend all the time with her kids. It sounded perfect. And it was.
Until… well, it wasn’t.
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Emily’s book, “Hey, Hun: Sales, Sisterhood, S
Deer Tribe — PART 2: “This is Not Sexual Healing."
Now fully committed, Kit works her way through the Deer Tribe Medicine Society and Quodoushka programs, each level more intense than the last. After moving to Phoenix due to pressure from the group, she begins to really question whether or not this is providing the healing she set out to recieve. And then, when quarantine strikes, a woman joins the group that may just save her life.
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Deer Tribe: dtmms.org/
Amara Charles: www.amaracharles.com/
Quodoushka: www.quodoushka.org/
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Deer Tribe — PART 1: “This Is Sexual Healing?"
While attending college in Texas, a friend suggested that Kit attend a sweat lodge. Innocently, she did. Little did she know this sweat lodge was part of a bigger community known as ‘The Ashram'. Soon she was recruited into more than just the sweat and before she knew it, she was in the inner circle.
Eventually, she would discover that this ashram was part of an even larger organization: The Deer Tribe Medicine Society. And one day she was recruited into a program that promised to heal her sexu
Children of God: “You’re Enough As You Are” (UPDATE)
**NOTE: This episode originally ran in 2021**
**NEW EPS DROP NEXT WEEK MONDAY FEB 5th**
Welcome to the worst cult ever (in our humble opinions). This is a story of incredible resilience, bravery, and inspiration. Being born into a cult always comes with its challenges, but learning how to have an original thought in your mid-20s is a rare struggle that most people are fortunate enough to never have to face. This is just one of many obstacles Angel had to overcome as she ventured out of the cul
Thou Shan’t Be Named: “Non-Church Church” (UPDATE)
*NOTE: This episode originally ran in 2022*
TITLE: Thou Shan't Be Named: "Non-Church Church" Non-Denominational Christianity. Sounds innocent enough, and for many non-denominational churches, it is. But for others, the non-affiliation creates a dangerous pathway to a choose your own adventure "religion." For Shannon Payton, it was an adventure all right, but not one she necessarily would've chosen...if, of course, given the choice. Shannon has lived more of her life inside the cult than out, bu
WISE(aka Scientology) — “Stop interbulating me!”
Fresh to the workforce, Amber answered a job posting for a dental assitant: “No experience needed!” Looking for something reliable to support her new life as a single mother, she was thrilled when she got hired.
Little did she know, her new job would be more than just dental work!
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WISE(aka Scientology) — “Stop interbulating me!”
Fresh to the workforce, Amber answered a job posting for a dental assitant: “No experience needed!” Looking for something reliable to support her new life as a single mother, she was thrilled when she got hired.
Little did she know, her new job would be more than just dental work…
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We’ll be back in a few weeks with SEASON 3. Thank you for all your love and support! We appreciate you more than you know.
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Divine Madness: “Ultra Mara-con”
Colorado is known to draw the hippies, the free-thinkers, the adventurous… so when a group of alternative medicine devotees convinces our guest that they can cure her severe back pain, she’s open to suggestion.
But soon, she finds herself sleeping in a van and questioning everything that got her to this point.
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Divine Madness: “Ultra Mara-con”
Colorado is known to draw the hippies, the free-thinkers, the adventurous… so when a group of alternative medicine devotees convinces our guest that they can cure her severe back pain, she’s open to suggestion.
But soon, she finds herself sleeping in a van and questioning everything that got her to this point.
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Chung Moo Quan — Part 2: “Be Alright to Leave?”
Russell D. Johnson’s story continues. A journey into and out of a martial arts cult.
PART TWO
So Russell survives his emergency, life-threatening arm surgery, but shockingly, that won’t be the hardest thing.
So the next question becomes… Can he survive the stalking and death threats that occur after he speaks up and out against the cult?
Well, if anyone can, it's our unassuming Bruce Banner…
'Cause watch out
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Chung Moo Quan — Part 2: “Be Alright to Leave?”
Russell D. Johnson’s story continues. A journey into and out of a martial arts cult.
…PART TWO…
So Russell survives his emergency, life-threatening arm surgery, but shockingly, that won’t be the hardest thing.
So the next question becomes… Can he survive the stalking and death threats that occur after he speaks up and out against the cult?
Well, if anyone can, it’s our unassuming Bruce Banner…
'Cause watch out ya’ll… he’s about to “HULK SMASH!”
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Chung Moo Quan — Part 1: “Kult Fu Fighting”
It’s the 1970s and Kung Fu is all the rage. So when 16-year-old Russell Johnson looks to channel his (inner) rage, he signs up for a local class to learn how to become a peaceful warrior.
Only what he doesn’t know is that what he signed up for would one day almost cost him his life…
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Chung Moo Quan — Part 1: “Kult Fu Fighting”
It's the 1970s and Kung Fu is all the rage. So when 16-year-old Russell Johnson looks to channel his (inner) rage, he signs up for a local class to learn how to become a peaceful warrior.
Only what he doesn’t know is that what he signed up for would one day almost cost him his life
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Carol the Cult Assassin: "Out of Fear Into Power"
So you’ve survived an abusive cult.
Now what?
What exactly are the legal options available to you?
An investigative litigator who represents victims of cultic and religious abuse, Carol Merchasin, sat down with us to discuss just that.
She is our hero.
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Carol the Cult Assassin: "Out of Fear Into Power"
So you've survived an abusive cult.
Now what? What exactly are the legal options available to you?
An investigative litigator who represents victims of cultic and religious abuse, Carol Merchasin, sat down with us to discuss just that.
She is our hero.
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Find Carol at Mcolaw.com.
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Religious Texas Commune — Part 2: “The Least Beloved"
Tamara, the beloved, has just been upgraded from the commune to the big house on the hill with the leader and his multiple wives.
But it isn’t long before she realizes that the reason she thought she was brought to live with them is not the reason she is there at all…
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Religious Texas Commune — Part 2: “The Least Beloved"
Tamara, the beloved, has just been upgraded from the commune to the big house on the hill with the leader and his multiple wives.
But it isn’t long before she realizes that the reason she thought she was brought to live with them is not the reason she is there at all…
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Religious Texas Commune — Part 1: “The Most Beloved”
Raised by two Jewish parents, Tamara and her family are splintered when her father finds a new religion. Five-year-old Tamara is now forced to live two separate worlds. One with mom, going to public school… and one with Dad on a strict religious commune.
When gifted the name “Beloved” by the leader, it’s not exactly the honor she was expecting.
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Religious Texas Commune — Part 1: “The Most Beloved”
Raised by two Jewish parents, Tamara and her family are splintered when her father finds a new religion. Five-year-old Tamara is now forced to live two separate worlds. One with mom, going to public school & and one with Dad on a strict religious commune.
When gifted the name Beloved by the leader, it's not exactly the honor she was expecting.
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Zendik Farm: "Mating in Captivity"
Imagine having to ask a group of eco-farmers for permission to have sex. And when granted permission, your options of consummation include… the back of a van or the loft of a goat barn.
Well that’s what happened when Helen Zuman, a spelling bee whiz looking to explore her interest in eco-farming, visited Zendik Farm in North Carolina shortly after graduating from Harvard.
A two-week experience turned into years of her life. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is how you spell… C-U-L-T.
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Zendik Farm: "Mating in Captivity"
Imagine having to ask a group of eco-farmers for permission to have sex. And when granted permission, your options of consummation include… the back of a van or the loft of a goat barn.
Well that's what happened when Helen Zuman, a spelling bee whiz looking to explore her interest in eco-farming, visited Zendik Farm in North Carolina shortly after graduating from Harvard.
A two-week experience turned into years of her life. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is how you spell C-U-L-T.
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The Body of Christ Church: “When God is a House I Can’t Leave.”
Cults can be well-known, they can be obscure, and sometimes they can be hiding in plain sight. So when poet laureate Diannely’s family joins a seemingly “typical” church in Haverhill, Massachusetts… how does it become a cult?
Let’s let her tell you.
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The Body of Christ Church: “When God is a House I Can’t Leave.”
Cults can be well-known, they can be obscure, and sometimes they can be hiding in plain sight. So when poet laureate Diannely’s family joins a seemingly typical church in Haverhill, Massachusetts; how does it become a cult?
Let's let her tell you.
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Eternal Values - Part 3: “To Thine Own Self”
The final part of Hoyt Richards’ incredible journey into and out of a UFO doomsday cult.
The damning Vanity Fair article throws Hoyt’s family into chaos as they attempt to intervene. And right when you think he might finally be getting out, his fellow “spiritual brothers” go to extreme lengths to keep their financial backer from leaving. And it works…
Until it finally doesn’t.
Thank you again, Hoyt. He is a brave and inspirational human, and we loved having him on the show.
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Eternal Values - Part 3: “To Thine Own Self”
The final part of Hoyt Richards' incredible journey into and out of a UFO doomsday cult.
The damning Vanity Fair article throws Hoyt’s family into chaos as they attempt to intervene. And right when you think he might finally be getting out, his fellow brothers go to extreme lengths to keep their financial backer from leaving. And it works.
Until it finally doesn't.
Thank you again, Hoyt. He is a brave and inspirational human, and we loved having him on the show.
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Eternal Values - Part 2: "Vanity Un-Fair"
The now quasi-famous group takes it to the next level. They get a name, a book, a show, a hit song, and a distant star doomsday getaway. Hoyt, meanwhile, becomes his own star, modeling for millions but returning home to sleep on the floor.
All is going well (or so they think) until the group puts a well-known phrase to the test. Is there really no such thing as bad press?
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Have your ow
Eternal Values - Part 1: "The Man From Nantucket"
It was 1978, and the effortlessly handsome Hoyt Richards was a 16-year-old football talent summering in Nantucket. Chasing girls and free beer was about all on this young boy's mind.
So when he meets a man on the beach who was rumored to throw great parties, Hoyt thinks nothing of it.
Little did Hoyt know & he had just come face-to-face with a budding cult leader that would take his life in a direction he never could've dreamed.
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Eternal Values - Part 1: "The Man From Nantucket"
It was 1978, and the effortlessly handsome Hoyt Richards was a 16-year-old football talent summering in Nantucket. Chasing girls and free beer was about all on this young boy’s mind.
So when he meets a man on the beach who was rumored to throw great parties, Hoyt thinks nothing of it.
Little did Hoyt know…he had just come face-to-face with a budding cult leader that would take his life in a direction he never could’ve dreamed.
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Eternal Values - Part 2: "Vanity Un-Fair"
The now quasi-famous group takes it to the next level. They get a name, a book, a show, a hit song, and a distant star doomsday getaway. Hoyt, meanwhile, becomes his own star, modeling for millions but returning home to sleep on the floor.
All is going well (or so they think) until the group puts a well-known phrase to the test. Is there really no such thing as bad press?
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Hosted by Tyler Measom and Liz Iacuzzi, Was I In A Cult? is a documentary-style podcast featuring far-out, first-hand stories of survivors who unwittingly joined, lived in, and escaped cults. Using levity and infotainment, the show humanizes the cultic experience and may leave some of our listeners asking themselves, "Wait...was I in a cult?"
You can support Was I In A Cult? through Patreon at patreon.com/wasiinacult and f
SEASON 2 - COMING MARCH 6TH
More crazy cults, more wild stories, and more of us.
Hosted by Tyler Measom and Liz Iacuzzi, Was I In A Cult? is a documentary-style podcast featuring far-out, first-hand stories of survivors who unwittingly joined, lived in, and escaped cults. Using levity and infotainment, the show humanizes the cultic experience and may leave some of our listeners asking themselves, "Wait...was I in a cult?"
You can support Was I In A Cult? through Patreon at patreon.com/wasiinacult and follow along with us o
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Millionaire’s Club: “The World Was Gonna Open Up”
Arianna was a recent college graduate with dreams of one day opening her own marketing company. So when a LinkedIn opportunity for a social media marketing assistant fell into her lap, it felt too good to be true.
Soon, she would be brushing shoulders with millionaires, in hopes that some of their mojo would rub off. After all, she had big plans for her future and a self-made father to prove herself to.
But, you know what they say about things being too good to be true
Millionaire’s Club: “The World Was Gonna Open Up”
Arianna was a recent college graduate with dreams of one day opening her own marketing company. So when a LinkedIn opportunity for a social media marketing assistant fell into her lap, it felt too good to be true.
Soon, she would be brushing shoulders with millionaires, in hopes that some of their mojo would rub off. After all, she had big plans for her future and a self-made father to prove herself to.
But, you know what they say about things being too good to be true…
They usually are.
Armstrongism: “Saving For the Feast”
A humble upbringing is an understatement for Dan McIntrye. Canada born and bred, Dan’s cult journey took him from guitar god, to free desserts to cult escape, only to land him right in the arms of… another one?
A double survivor. A triple thriver. And one extremely nice guy. Damn, Canadians, you really are as kind as they say.
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Link to Dan's song "Any Given Sunday"
Listen to Tyler guest on the "Latter-Day Lesbian" podcast!
Think you were in a cult? Contact us to be on the sho
Armstrongism: “Saving For the Feast”
A humble upbringing is an understatement for Dan McIntrye. Canada born and bred, Dan's cult journey took him from guitar god, to free desserts to cult escape, only to land him right in the arms of... another one?
A double survivor. A triple thriver. And one extremely nice guy. Damn, Canadians, you really are as kind as they say.
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Link to Dan's song "Any Given Sunday"
Listen to Tyler guest on the "Latter-Day Lesbian" podcast!
Think you were in a cult? Cont
MLM LuLaRoe: “What’s your why?”
She's a hustler, baby. And she just wants you to know.
Roberta Blevins was taught to be a self-starter. Inspired by her self-made father, she knew that if you put your mind to it, anything can happen. And it's true. Anything can happen. But that's the problem with anything. Anything sometimes includes MLM's. Multi-level marketing (schemes).
This is a story of a dynamite go-getter and how she crawled her way into a box of fart leggings and eventually... crawled her way out.
MLM LuLaRoe: “What’s your why?”
She’s a hustler, baby. And she just wants you to know.
Roberta Blevins was taught to be a self-starter. Inspired by her self-made father, she knew that if you put your mind to it, anything can happen. And it’s true. Anything can happen. But that’s the problem with anything. Anything sometimes includes MLM’s. Multi-level marketing (schemes).
This is a story of a dynamite go-getter and how she crawled her way into a box of fart leggings and eventually… crawled her way out.
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Black Hebrew Israelites: “Cursed and Chosen”
Lauren's initial years of her life, for lack of a better word, were quite normal. Along with her five siblings, she lived a very comfortable life in Corona, CA. Then one day, her once atheist father found religion.
And that discovery took him on a journey to finding "the truth". A truth that would one day take the family all the way to Egypt.
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Black Hebrew Israelites: “Cursed and Chosen”
Lauren’s initial years of her life, for lack of a better word, were quite normal. Along with her five siblings, she lived a very comfortable life in Corona, CA. Then one day, her once atheist father found religion.
And that discovery took him on a journey to finding “the truth”. A truth that would one day take the family all the way to Egypt.
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Thou Shan’t Be Named: “Non-Church Church”
TITLE: Thou Shan't Be Named: "Non-Church Church"
Non-Denominational Christianity. Sounds innocent enough, and for many non-denominational churches, it is. But for others, the non-affiliation creates a dangerous pathway to a choose your own adventure "religion." For Shannon Payton, it was an adventure all right, but not one she necessarily would've chosen...if, of course, given the choice.
Shannon has lived more of her life inside the cult than out, but this social media
Thou Shan’t Be Named: “Non-Church Church”
TITLE: Thou Shan’t Be Named: “Non-Church Church”
Non-Denominational Christianity. Sounds innocent enough, and for many non-denominational churches, it is. But for others, the non-affiliation creates a dangerous pathway to a choose your own adventure “religion.” For Shannon Payton, it was an adventure all right, but not one she necessarily would’ve chosen…if, of course, given the choice.
Shannon has lived more of her life inside the cult than out, but this social media comedian is just starti
CHRISTMAS BONUS!: “Here Comes Santa Cult”
There are many a Christmas tale that we all know and love, but this one, dear listener, we can (almost) guarantee… that you have never ever heard this one.
’Twas the night before Christmas and through the town’s center, not a creature was stirring, not even a cult member…
Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays! From our family, to yours.
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NY TIMES ARTICLE FROM 1899: Mnason got arrested
GUILTY!
After Mnason got out of prison, 1903
Thomas Nast C
CHRISTMAS BONUS!: “Here Comes Santa Cult”
There are many a Christmas tale that we all know and love, but this one, dear listener, we can (almost) guarantee... that you have never ever heard this one.
'Twas the night before Christmas and through the town's center, not a creature was stirring, not even a cult member...
Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays! From our family, to yours.
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NY TIMES ARTICLE FROM 1899: Mnason got arrested
GUILTY!
After Mnason got out
Hollyweirder: “Nothing is Free”
Hollywood is filled with the rich, the famous, and the people looking to take advantage of both. Because everyone in Hollywood is either someone, knows someone, or claims to be able to help you become someone. So when actress Lindsey McKeon, and singer/performer Jessica Sutta, stumble into an impressive acting class led by a teacher claiming to take their work to the next level, they don’t bat an eye. But it would be years of financial and emotional abuse disguised as self-growth before the two
Hollyweirder: “Nothing is Free”
Hollywood is filled with the rich, the famous, and the people looking to take advantage of both. Because everyone in Hollywood is either someone, knows someone, or claims to be able to help you become someone. So when actress Lindsey McKeon, and singer/performer Jessica Sutta, stumble into an impressive acting class led by a teacher claiming to take their work to the next level, they don't bat an eye. But it would be years of financial and emotional abuse disguised as self-growth before the two
Children of God: “You’re Enough As You Are"
Welcome to the worst cult ever (in our humble opinions). This is a story of incredible resilience, bravery, and inspiration. Being born into a cult always comes with its challenges, but learning how to have an original thought in your mid-20s is a rare struggle that most people are fortunate enough to never have to face. This is just one of many obstacles Angel had to overcome as she ventured out of the cult and into the world.But when you've spent over 20 years of your life
Children of God: “You’re Enough As You Are"
Welcome to the worst cult ever (in our humble opinions). This is a story of incredible resilience, bravery, and inspiration. Being born into a cult always comes with its challenges, but learning how to have an original thought in your mid-20s is a rare struggle that most people are fortunate enough to never have to face. This is just one of many obstacles Angel had to overcome as she ventured out of the cult and into the world.But when you’ve spent over 20 years of your life in a cult and it’s a
Hollyweird: “Thief of Dreams"
Los Angeles, CA is full of dreamers. After all, dreams are what people move to the City of Lost Angels to chase. But did anyone know that an acting teacher can turn into a cult leader? Is that even possible? Apparently stranger things have happened, because the answer is... Oh hell yes she can. Two former students studying under an acting coach turned self-help cult leader are here to share their harrowing stories of showing up with their dreams in their hands... but unfortu
Hollyweird: “Thief of Dreams"
Los Angeles, CA is full of dreamers. After all, dreams are what people move to the City of Lost Angels to chase. But did anyone know that an acting teacher can turn into a cult leader? Is that even possible? Apparently stranger things have happened, because the answer is… Oh hell yes she can. Two former students studying under an acting coach turned self-help cult leader are here to share their harrowing stories of showing up with their dreams in their hands… but unfortunately, giving them over
Democratic Workers: “The Revolution Isn’t A Tea Party"
Some experts come by their expertise by way of education. Some by experience. Others, by both. As is the case with today’s guest. Dr. Janja Lalich joins us to share her experience in a 1970s Marxist Cult, as well as enlighten us with her expertise on the subject.
She’s been there, done that, and has more than lived to talk about it.
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Democratic Workers: “The Revolution Isn’t A Tea Party"
Some experts come by their expertise by way of education. Some by experience. Others, by both. As is the case with today's guest. Dr. Janja Lalich joins us to share her experience in a 1970s Marxist Cult, as well as enlighten us with her expertise on the subject.
She's been there, done that, and has more than lived to talk about it.
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Janja's Twitter: @Janja_Lalich
Her books:
"Stuff They Don't Want You To Know" episode:
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The Order: “Feel Like a Number”
When you're numbered among the Lord's anointed, you're supposed to feel special, but for Jeremy Tucker, he was just another mindless cog in the machine of the Kingdom of God. It didn't matter though, he would work hard to do his part, until that hard work nearly cost him his life…
From guest producer Lindsay Hansen Park.
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The Order: “Feel Like a Number”
When you're numbered among the Lord's anointed, you're supposed to feel special, but for Jeremy Tucker, he was just another mindless cog in the machine of the Kingdom of God. It didn't matter though, he would work hard to do his part, until that hard work nearly cost him his life...
From guest producer Lindsay Hansen Park.
https://www.yearofpolygamy.com/
https://sunstone.org/sunstone-history-podcast/
https://www.tiktok.com/@lindsayhansenpark?lang=en
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The Mel Lyman Family PT 2: “Wanted at the Big House"
When you grow up in a cult, life on the outside can be rough. So rough, that one might actually prefer to stay inside the cult. When Guinevere finally experiences life on the outside, she witnesses firsthand that one can physically leave a cult, but mentally, still be in it.
And the moment of true clarity for Guinevere comes at a moment no one sees coming. Especially not herself.
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Guinevere’s Instagram: @guinevereturner
Twitter: @turnerguinevere
Link to Charlie Says: https ://w
The Mel Lyman Family PT 2: “Wanted at the Big House"
When you grow up in a cult, life on the outside can be rough. So rough, that one might actually prefer to stay inside the cult. When Guinevere finally experiences life on the outside, she witnesses firsthand that one can physically leave a cult, but mentally, still be in it.
And the moment of true clarity for Guinevere comes at a moment no one sees coming. Especially not herself.
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Guinevere's Instagram: @guinevereturner
Twitter: @turnerguinevere
Link to Charlie Says: https ://
The Mel Lyman Family PT1: “People Get Ready“
As an actor and writer, Guinevere Turner understands more than most, that some stories just can’t be contrived. Because sometimes life is far stranger than fiction.
As is the case with Guinevere’s upbringing.
Not your typical getting out story, it would take years for Guinevere to understand that, no, she didn’t grow up on a hippie commune in the 1970s and 80s… she grew up in a cult.
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Link to Spotify playlist
The Mel Lyman Family PT1: “People Get Ready“
As an actor and writer, Guinevere Turner understands more than most, that some stories just can't be contrived. Because sometimes life is far stranger than fiction.
As is the case with Guinevere's upbringing.
Not your typical getting out story, it would take years for Guinevere to understand that, no, she didn't grow up on a hippie commune in the 1970s and 80s... she grew up in a cult.
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Guinevere's Instagram: @guinevereturner / Twitter: @turnerguinevere
Link to Spotify playlist fo
Atypicult: “Mental Parental”
This is not your typical cult. But for comedian, Ariel, it was all she knew. Filled with isolation and abuse, it would take her years to break free.
Ariel’s Insta: @Arielsnotamermaid
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Atypicult: “Mental Parental”
This is not your typical cult. But for comedian, Ariel, it was all she knew. Filled with isolation and abuse, it would take her years to break free.
Ariel's Insta: @Arielsnotamermaid
Please support Was I In A Cult? Through Patreon
Children of God: “Pray for Death”
When you’re born into a cult, it’s difficult enough. But when you’re born into a cult with a raging alcoholic pedophile as the leader, it’s a nightmare.
Author, Flor Edwards was raised in the Children of God. And praise the lord she got out.
But getting out didn’t come without its own challenges…
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Link to Flor's autobiography:
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Follow Flor on social media: @floredwardsauthor
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Children of God: “Pray for Death”
When you're born into a cult, it's difficult enough. But when you're born into a cult with a raging alcoholic pedophile as the leader, it's a nightmare.
Author, Flor Edwards was raised in the Children of God. And praise the lord she got out.
But getting out didn't come without its own challenges...
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Link to Flor's autobiography:
https://www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-Child-Flor-Edwards/dp/1683367685
Follow Flor on social media: @floredwardsauthor
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Jehovah’s Witnesses: “Shut Up and Be Blessed“
With rockstar aspirations, Daniel O’Brien wasn’t looking for anything but a good time. But when heartbreak rocked his world, he tripped into something that lifted his spirits and rallied his hopes - the Jehovah’s Witnesses.
Before he knew it, Daniel had traded his guitar for a green Bible and found himself rapidly rising through the ranks of the religion. A wife, and two kids later, he was a fully indoctrinated, high ranking Elder in the church.
But when Daniel realizes that he’s part of a
Jehovah’s Witnesses: “Shut Up and Be Blessed“
With rockstar aspirations, Daniel O'Brien wasn't looking for anything but a good time. But when heartbreak rocked his world, he tripped into something that lifted his spirits and rallied his hopes - the Jehovah's Witnesses.
Before he knew it, Daniel had traded his guitar for a green Bible and found himself rapidly rising through the ranks of the religion. A wife, and two kids later, he was a fully indoctrinated, high ranking Elder in the church.
But when Daniel realizes that he's part of a lif
Women Only Secret Society (NXIVM) PT 2: "Collateral Damaged"
“It’s exclusive,” she was told. A women only secret society.
She was a chosen one, after all.
A badass ninja warrior woman, she was ready to set the world on fire.
Finally surrounded by people that shared her same vision, she would do whatever it takes.
Jessica Joan was ready for anything.
Well... almost anything.
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Women Only Secret Society (NXIVM) PT 2: "Collateral Damaged"
"It's exclusive," she was told. A women only secret society.
She was a chosen one, after all.
A badass ninja warrior woman, she was ready to set the world on fire.
Finally surrounded by people that shared her same vision, she would do whatever it takes.
Jessica Joan was ready for anything.
Well... almost anything.
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Women Only Secret Society (NXIVM) PT 1: "The Magic Sauce"
When the LA party scene didn’t fit Jessica’s lifestyle anymore, she replaced martinis and after-hour clubs with green juices and tonic bars. But the reemergence of a childhood trauma forced her to examine her inner self.
One day, a friend told her about a class that could improve her life even more. That class turned out to be part of a larger entity.
A self-empowerment company that purported to help you become the master of your own life.
A little group called… NXIVM.
Jessica Joan's Instagram
Women Only Secret Society (NXIVM) PT 1: "The Magic Sauce"
When the LA party scene didn't fit Jessica's lifestyle anymore, she replaced martinis and after-hour clubs with green juices and tonic bars. But the reemergence of a childhood trauma forced her to examine her inner self.
One day, a friend told her about a class that could improve her life even more. That class turned out to be part of a larger entity.
A self-empowerment company that purported to help you become the master of your own life.
A little group called... NXIVM.
Jessica Joan's Instagr
Mormon…More Women PT 2: "I do… I do… I don’t."
Faced with the fear of an impending apocalypse, Joanne and her husband move to a small Utah town to live “Mormonism on steroids”, which means wearing long underwear, communicating with the dead, prophetic visions, odd temple rituals, cookies with Jesus, and the law of celestial marriage (i.e. polygamy).
If you or someone you know has been in a cult and want to share your story, contact us at info@wasiinacult.com. We'd love to hear from you.
Link to Joanne's Book, "It's Not About Sex My Ass: Conf
Mormon…More Women PT 2: "I do… I do… I don’t."
Faced with the fear of an impending apocalypse, Joanne and her husband move to a small Utah town to live "Mormonism on steroids", which means wearing long underwear, communicating with the dead, prophetic visions, odd temple rituals, cookies with Jesus, and the law of celestial marriage (i.e. polygamy).
If you or someone you know has been in a cult and want to share your story, contact us at info@wasiinacult.com. We'd love to hear from you.
Link to Joanne's Book, "It's Not About Sex My Ass: Conf
Mormon…More Women PT 1: "My Husband’s Wife"
Faced with the fear of an impending apocalypse, Joanne and her husband move to a small Utah town to live “Mormonism on steroids”, which means wearing long underwear, communicating with the dead, prophetic visions, odd temple rituals, cookies with Jesus, and the law of celestial marriage (i.e. polygamy).
If you or someone you know has been in a cult and want to share your story, contact us at info@wasiinacult.com We'd love to hear from you.
Link to Joanne's Book, "It's Not About Sex My Ass: Confe
Mormon…More Women PT 1: "My Husband’s Wife"
Faced with the fear of an impending apocalypse, Joanne and her husband move to a small Utah town to live "Mormonism on steroids", which means wearing long underwear, communicating with the dead, prophetic visions, odd temple rituals, cookies with Jesus, and the law of celestial marriage (i.e. polygamy).
If you or someone you know has been in a cult and want to share your story, contact us at info@wasiinacult.com We'd love to hear from you.
Link to Joanne's Book, "It's Not About Sex My Ass: Confe
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Hosted by Tyler Measom and Liz Iacuzzi, Was I In A Cult? is a documentary-style podcast featuring far-out, first-hand stories of survivors who unwittingly joined, lived in, and escaped, cults. Using levity and info-tainment, the show humanizes the cultic experience and may leave some of our listeners asking themselves..."Wait...was I in a cult?"
Please support Was I In A Cult? Through Patreon